Big girl in a small world.

Its not fair. It's not fair that I don't want to go back to an amazing amusement park with friends because they have to push me into the roller coaster seats. It's not fair that I have to go to a special store to get clothes that fit. It's not fair that I get looked at for my weight. It's not fair that the world makes me hate myself.

This is day three of eating healthy and I'm going crazy... I shouldnt have to diet to be thin... I should diet to be HEALTHY. And I constantly have to reiterate that to myself because I start thinking that I'm dieting to be thin. I'm not.

I just want to pound it into people's heads that it's harder than just "stop eating junk food." It's an addiction...like ciggarettes. You crave it, mood swings, ect. Right now...I would KILL for McDonalds.

Something needs to change in our society. Big is beautiful, and if we could get that into our heads we would save so many women SO much trouble. We are having a movement right now to get rid of all types of discrimination. Racism, gay discrimination, sexism... But what about "body type" discrimination. It's perfectly fine to some people to make fun of the bigger girl/guy...but you call someone the "n" word and all hell breaks loose. What's so different? IT'S NOT. It's just people making themselves feel better by putting someone else down.

Let's start by standing up for ourselves and for others. If you see someone being discriminated against, it doesnt matter what kind, DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT.

If youre still here... thanks for being a part of my rant session :D Gotta get it out somehow right?

p.s... I dont wanna be a big girl in a small world. I wanna be a big girl in a FIERCE world. I dont know about you... but these ladies are fabulous :D

Peace and Love <3